ABOUT

Hi my names Carl im a full time nursing assistant working for a mental health NHS Trust

Due to work and family commitments i cannot stream 24/7 nor impulse buy the newest equipment.

I suffer from Post traumatic stress disorder following a work related accident. This has knocked my confidence in myself and others quite drastically. Unfortunately I didn’t know who to seek about my illness and wasnt diagnosed until this year with my condition after a year of suffering alone. I recently applied for trauna based therapy I like most have priorities in life and put others before myself and cannot justify spending. So initially i set up my gaming channel I dusted off my 6 year old capture card. And googled how to stream. I had seen so many people on Facebook streaming and getting stars 🌟 that I thought this is easy.. unfortunatly my old twitch account I couldnt recover so I opened a new one. I hounded NitrolukeDx every day asking stupid questions but he has gave me motivation to up my game and to stream. Sadly in the pandemic everyone and there auntie are streaning so most people are affiliated. I started off on twitch again this year and then jumped to facebook done several streams on there thinking multiplatform facebook/instagram should be easy to hit affiliate.. nope. Back to twitch I joined discord and have shared my channel although I’m no where near professional and my microphone is via my webcam I try my best. Like some i play most games I dont compete or become aggressive im soley here to raise money.

Update **my employers decided to fund for my therapies** so I’m working to help and support others in my position who couldnt find the help!!

Why mental health UK? Again I suffered without knowing where to turn.

Am i the only one?

Can you afford help if needed?

Any donations whilst streaming will be used soley to go directly to a charity.

A donation page for streamer will be used to better the stream.. i.e newer setup,equiptment,content,and competition’s/giveaways.

I’m not expecting to be a top 10 streamer I just want to log on have fun entertain and raise money for a good cause. Too many people going without help i have seen alot of people leave this life since Covid-19 sadly they won’t respawn. But we can help support the next person who is stuck in limbo

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