Nearly Christmas

So.. another update finally at the end of my sicknote and at the end of my Treatment for my mimic of REM sleep.

Its been challenging especially with a 9month old and 3year old playing stay at home dad. Fair play its not like I dont know what I’m doing with masoSo.. another update finally at the end of my sicknote and at the end of my Treatment for my mimic of REM sleep.\n \nIts been challenging especially with a 9month old and 3year old playing stay at home dad. Fair play its not like I dont know what I\’m doing with mason as I watched everyone else do it with jackson.. thats how bad my anxiety was at the time coming home to a small child after a traumatic accident isnt the best thing.. and the overthinking spirals out of control.\n \nThis year I have seen so much sadness and heartbreak who have sadly taken there own lives. And to think we work in mental health and are surrounded daily by nurses and doctors and consultants. I guess some people don\’t see whats happening or where to turn fearing they may be sectioned and locked away or simply told to grow up.\n \nI\’m now at the stage where simply things are still niggling away but I feel like I have hate inside again you know the feeling when you are no longer a snowflake. So thats an improvement.\n \nMy streams although irregular and spontaneous with 7 in the house using the WiFi at the same time at times and naturally every day life going on as usual but whilst watching the sheep go around.\n \nSpending time with mason has really opened my thought process. Baby\’s can\’t tell us much but they show us everything. And basically baby\’s ask for help 24/7 so why can\’t we as adults?\n \nAnyway not long and I should be affiliated and then I can set plans in motion\n \nIf people want to send money it will go straight to the cause the just giving page for Reset. But also an option for buying me a cup of coffee. That will go towards content etc.\n \nn as I watched everyone else do it with jackson.. thats how bad my anxiety was at the time coming home to a small child after a traumatic accident isnt the best thing.. and the overthinking spirals out of control.

This year I have seen so much sadness and heartbreak who have sadly taken there own lives. And to think we work in mental health and are surrounded daily by nurses and doctors and consultants. I guess some people don’t see whats happening or where to turn fearing they may be sectioned and locked away or simply told to grow up.

I’m now at the stage where simply things are still niggling away but I feel like I have hate inside again you know the feeling when you are no longer a snowflake. So thats an improvement.

My streams although irregular and spontaneous with 7 in the house using the WiFi at the same time at times and naturally every day life going on as usual but whilst watching the sheep go around.

Spending time with mason has really opened my thought process. Baby’s can’t tell us much but they show us everything. And basically baby’s ask for help 24/7 so why can’t we as adults?

Anyway not long and I should be affiliated and then I can set plans in motion

If people want to send money it will go straight to the cause the just giving page for Reset. But also an option for buying me a cup of coffee. That will go towards content etc.